I Hate You With My Love

You've devoured my sanity
with a thousand lies
I hunger so badly to wash you
with my anger
But the sight of your beautiful tears
rapes my rage with
such a shame

I am so overwhelmed,
someday I will kill you...





Our existences so fragile
like the mirror that stands between us
No matter what words we use
to make taking what's next easier
Only shattered the image of innocence
that never stood a chance

Between the wounds that
I let you carve inside of me
an the love I gave that I regret
I don't know how to sleep...
...how to live...
How to die!

Imprisoned by your shadow
I don't know how to ask god
for his guidance
So afraid of the same rejection
I give myself
when I yearn your comfort
to just love the way you slaughter me

Deep down,
I want to die... I need to die
to kill you in the name
of my revenge.
I only hope you forgive me
with your hate
when I take myself away
from you in the name of my love.